Breaking out of Comfort

    I’ve always been someone who has done my own thing… walked to the beat of my own drum, but at the same time, I’ve never been one to share those things openly.   I’ve had relationships… good and bad… I’ve traveled a lot… mostly good… I’ve moved out and live on my own… very good…I enjoy sitting in coffee shops reading, or walking through parks….  I’ve always been a very shy person, and I’ve always kept a lot to myself.  I’m not sure if it’s the way I was raised, or just the result of things that I’ve been through, or just who I was made to be?   But, it’s always been hard for me to reach out.

  Being single for so long, I’ve had to do a lot of things on my own.  Sometimes I don’t know if it’s the experiences that I’ve had, the lessons I’ve been taught, or just who I am… but I often feel like I see things differently than others.  I’ll be honest, Being single is tough…But it’s not impossible.  I think it’s easier than being with someone who doesn’t want to be with you.  The tough part… is when you meet someone that you want to be with, and they have no interest in being with you… but being single, paying my bills, cleaning my house, making my own decisions, sleeping alone… all that… that’s not tough. However, I also can’t blame someone or say they’re a terrible person just because they don’t want to be with me.  If a person isn’t interested in me…. they’re not interested in me, there is nothing about that one thing that makes this person bad or terrible just because we can’t live happily ever after.  I can in fact r